Sometimes it's hard..

[shiningxstar]

I think it's the holidays getting to me. I've seen the cutest "babys first halloween costumes" and I think that should have been my baby in that. I can't walk past baby isles at the store without almost wanting to cry. I can't watch baby movies anymore cause It just makes me miss what I should have had. I've been trying to get pregnant again for 10 months and still no luck. I'm starting to think somethings wrong with me and it'sreally getting me down.

I feel a little lost.