I've never settled down. I've always wanted to, but the concept is so foreign to me, I wouldn't even begin to be able to process it. That is one path I can't see. The longest I've ever lived anywhere was when I was three. When I lived with my mother and my first step father, in a house I don't remember because it was quickly replaced with many ( Read more... )

I bought a cordless phone. I'm afraid to take it out of the box right now though, because I don't want to be emmersed in instructions. It's black. It has an attached answering machine, which is good ( Read more... )

Larissa's pet-friend is thumbing threw my out-going mail, like he's looking for something.

...I wonder what he's looking for.

Oh, and now he's very gently moving the envelopes to the side, sniffing each one.

And now he's cleaning himself.

I think the cat's gone mad. Either that, or he's a spy. O.o

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I wish Larissa was home ( Read more... )

So, I guess you could say I was triggered. Not really, but my memory was, for sure. ( and it was sort of weird )

They laughed at me for sayin' "y'all"! Who laughs about that, anyway ( Read more... )

I'm sad and I'm depressed and I'm crying and I hate myself, but not really, not like that, and I just want this all to go away. Why did I let myself go there fuck I hate this. I need it to stop ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get these spam messages that are tagged by my mailbox that are full of text. Strange garbled word combinations. Today's message started out with a sentence weird and profound. Thought I'd share.

"You would fight with yourself, if you were alone in the world."

That is all. Now back to your regularly scheduled reading.

Today was full of many ups and downs ( Read more... )

So I was lazy today and I just put on this little sundress-shifty thing that I have so I could go outside without putting clothes on, and when Larissa came home, she said hi, then saw me, then stopped and said ( Read more... )