Someone posted in a facebook group I was browsing about the topic of masturbation, and her argument was that masturbation is against g-d. That g-d created the sexual gift to help us to glorify "him" (her gendering, not mine), and that "He" created marriage as the only union with the potential to contain that gift ( Read more... )

I'm sad and I'm depressed and I'm crying and I hate myself, but not really, not like that, and I just want this all to go away. Why did I let myself go there fuck I hate this. I need it to stop ( Read more... )

They sold the car. They sold the car they promised me. They sold the car they promised me, because my financing didn't go through right away. They sold the fuckin' car they told me was mine. Those stupid fuckin' assholes. I don't even know what to do now ( Read more... )

( This entry will probably be a bunch of whining, and a little processing,so feel free to ignore... )

That word haunts me ( Read more... )

I'm so angry. God, I just want to punch something. Or kick something, except my feet are really tender lately. I need new shoes, I think ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like I can tell complete strangers things about my life that I don't feel comfortable telling my best friends? It's almost like, I don't want compassion, I just want an objective observer to tell me straight up how I can go about feeling ... different. better ( Read more... )

I just had my back massaged for the first time in months. I feel so much better, I just want to die with relaxation. I had some really really awful knots. I got told tonight that I make noises like sex when I'm being massaged. I said, "no actually, I make completely different noises during sex". I'm not sure if that's entirely the truth ( Read more... )