I'm starting to kind of wonder if I have developed social anxiety or something simular. v_v I really don't have anyone to hang out with in person often ( Read more... )

For the past few days I've been having this dream that is similar each time,but it is not a pleasant one. Each time I am at this weird board-walk like area except instead of an Ocean after the sand,there is only a large parking lot ( Read more... )

This week/weekend has become increasingly worse as it goes on. I am just plain sick from how upsetting it is becoming,but I really don't know how make things in any way, shape or form better. v_v

In the middle of June I prettymuch dropped off the face of Livejournal, this was due to how time consuming the summer school courses were. We had to log in ATLEAST 14 hours a week, not including the four hours you had to spend on the classes each week in person at the host School's computers.

It was hell really, but its all over now. I have my ( Read more... )

Last night, my grandfather who had been sick in carrying degrees for the past couple of months,passed away. He died sometime around midnight.  The morning before this his heart had stopped and it took seven minutes to bring him back but they where able to do so. He had very little brain activity anymore though and he seemed to be in terrible pain, ( Read more... )

So i'm officially no longer friends with the person mentioned in my previous journal, they just blamed things on me when I told them how I felt. To the point in which it doesn't even make sense.  I have decided not to remove them/block them from my yahoo messenger list and give them the ability to talk to me again if they ever wish to apologize, ( Read more... )

My grandfather is doing better, he still is not ready to go home or anything but at this point I think hes going to be okay. He has the bacterial infection still but is moved out of critical care and is no longer given sedation so hes awake. My mom went to see him while I was at school today. So I feel a lot better now, I hope his recovery is quick ( Read more... )

Last night, my Grandfather's (on Mom's side)  condition got greatly worse ( Read more... )

Yesterday I talked to Brian for quite awhile and in addition to just the usual things we talk about, we talked about our future a little bit. I asked him if after I graduate if I could come to live with him, he said once he gets his own place I can. ^^ In addition to that he said if he had lived on his own the entire time, he would have had me live ( Read more... )

I enjoy Christmas and the holiday season in general, but I noticed it has been brought upon us earlier and earlier each year by stores and TV and such. Thanksgiving and after is okay with me, but now it is practically in-full swing now and its not even Thanksgiving ( Read more... )