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Curious...
In my recent efforts to get my mental and emotional house in order, I have been stumbling across a lot of baggage that I had been missing for years...not stuff that I had wanted, but stuff that was, for whatever reason, informing the way I was interacting with the world at large, and my friends in particular. I am going to make every effort to ( Read more... ) -
Epiphany
Over the past few days, I have been doing a lot of introspection...looking at myself and the way that I am interacting with others in my life. On the whole, I am not satisfied with how I have been treating myself or those around me. I am going to work on this and improve it. The journey is going to be long, rough sometimes....but always worth it ( Read more... ) -
Poetry Corner
OK.....creation completed. Here is the result:
Love/Loss
Damnit...
Goddamnit...
I promised I wouldn't cry,
That I wouldn't shed a tear as I watched my heart leave
to find its place in the world and the meaning of it all...
Still...a few tears fell...
I said I understood,
That I knew you had to go and why.
I still support that choice,
but missing you makes it ( Read more... ) -
Bitchslapped by a Muse
Have you ever had something creative you wanted to do? A piece of writing or artwork that just sat in the back of your mind...until it charged forward, pummeling all other thoughts out of existence until you committed it to the medium of its command? That just happened to me, and I'll post the results later...work isn't the best place to do such ( Read more... ) -
Such fun
At work right now, just had a talk with my boss about the prospects facing our place of employment, due to the horrid economy facing Vegas right now, and some poor past decisions made by upper level mgmt. The answers were direct, which was appreciated, but they left me with the feeling that now, more than ever, coming in to work is simply re- ( Read more... ) -
The end of an era
Well...back to the ol' LJ to talk about what's been going on. Again, it's been too long...I have little or no explanation as to why...for some reason, when the sky falls or something cataclysmic happens, I just clam up...I don't want to whine and winge and go on and on, so I just shut down til I am able to deal with things with a little ( Read more... ) -
The end of an era
Well...back to the ol' LJ to talk about what's been going on. Again, it's been too long...I have little or no explanation as to why...for some reason, when the sky falls or something cataclysmic happens, I just clam up...I don't want to whine and winge and go on and on, so I just shut down til I am able to deal with things with a little ( Read more... ) -
Turkey Day!
Just a simple message today - I hope everyone has a great day, no matter how or with whom you celebrate. Happy Thanksgiving!
Been doing some stuff to better my artistic expression (and expression in general) over the past couple weeks, hence the disappearance...but at least I am back posting a bit. More as things develop, of course.
Take care! -
More of the same
Sorry to everyone who reads this and sees more railing against my current relationship (or lack thereof) status. Tonight was a good night. Went through the rest of work, keeping busy with interviews, and ended the day alright. I went after work and met Dan, my mom, and her friend Dawn down at First Friday, a gathering of local artists that comes ( Read more... ) -
Ooogg....
Well, it's official - this weekend I am going to start the job hunt again. I am not quitting the current job (can't really afford to, much to my chagrin) until I get something new, but I am tired of putting up with the continual crap that my job is offering. I am also going to be losing at least 10 more lbs, and I am going for my damn headshots ( Read more... )