but what the fuck. shouldnt be like this... mvoing at such a fuckin slow pace because everyone wants to slack.. i dont know how much more i can take of it.. maybe soon there will be a change.

yeah so ballroom is playing the first show back in baltimore. yeah i cant wait we did a good job selling these tickets and yeah we had our ups and downs over these past few months since we just been in a band but it takes time for the mesh. fuck girls i dont want one dont need one my music my school and my life are way too important girls are ( Read more... )

Man I am in a fucking awesome band and I have some of the greatest friends and yes I miss most of em.:( but I will be around. So yes there is a girl, but I am going to take my time with her. Im not going to jump into shit or make things so obvious ( Read more... )

so danielle was def. not the one for me... one due to my mental issues i am emotionally distrought and i know i have bipolar and depression problems i dont need a doctor to tell me i can sense when they come on i just wish i knew how to stop it... so after this whole weekend dealing with my mom my situations before hand and danielle i have alot on ( Read more... )

so v day... im alone... better than being with the one i was with last year yeah id rather be alone lol... i dont wish to be alone the past weekend went rather rough and not as smooth as i hoped... im in love and i cant shake it... i just have to keep my head up and keep on hustlin my ass off on my dreams and aspirations ( Read more... )

so yeah lifes been weird... really i have the best times in the world with the band im so grateful to have found a band that welcomes me as a family member being that they are the only family i have i feel like crying and i dont know why i can not cry at a funeral and i will not cry for anyone relationship anymore but ive lost my whole family my ( Read more... )

so yeah i had an awesome weekend went to ny for fri played a show seth and jeff tagged along and were awesome... then from there we went to the second largest mall in ny threw down some guitar hero thrashin sat went to conn. it was pretty chill hanging at the puppet house and it was pretty chill except i felt really sick and tired from not eating ( Read more... )

so i told her i crushed her and i told her that i thought about her she is amazing she has me wondering what next summer is going to be like and what we have to come... i hope things take off and it becomes what i always dreamed of i am so ready to love i just dont want to push it... i am so ready to love her and be the man she wants in her life ( Read more... )

Well im thinking about so much... yeah the band is tyte i like those guys im slowly getting back into it we go to nyc tom. tyte :).. friends are straight i love em to death and i would honestly say id die for most of em... or do watever i could for all of em ( Read more... )

So i wake up in the morning fight with the parents whats normal i had a funeral to go today and i have exams also what a busy day i have set ( Read more... )