Feb 13, 2007 11:12
so v day... im alone... better than being with the one i was with last year yeah id rather be alone lol... i dont wish to be alone the past weekend went rather rough and not as smooth as i hoped... im in love and i cant shake it... i just have to keep my head up and keep on hustlin my ass off on my dreams and aspirations...
speaking of which
im getting more into my music im going to be doing an rnb track and im going to be doing a few rap tracks with my boy jamal i honestly wanna be the next justin timberlake but i want to have diversity within myself and my music and i want the soul of rnb and i want to have powerful pretty music like the ambient genre such as tall as lions or new amsterdams i want to do with the band and i want to use my poetic skills to just write rhymes and rap... ive been told i have a way with words.. soo why not use them.
I am following my faith again this weekend has opened me up and I believe in God again... which religion well im going to stick with catholic but im going to search for more something out there is telling me something i have been ignoring and not listening... Now i pray and listen and hope that whoever it is out there is listening and trying to help me get through what bothers me.. Im strong already and i became weak and God seen it, seen me crying and giving up... and came to my side to comfort me and let me know its allright to do so and that everything is going to get better... i prayed asked for a sign and recieved... that is why i believe
she is always on my mind... D.P.<3