wow
so yeah lifes been weird... really i have the best times in the world with the band im so grateful to have found a band that welcomes me as a family member being that they are the only family i have i feel like crying and i dont know why i can not cry at a funeral and i will not cry for anyone relationship anymore but ive lost my whole family my stepfather kicks out me and mother i call my dad to live with him and he says well your grandmother may have room ask her wtf!!!! my grandmother wont do shit for me they dont even wanna speak on the phone with me when i call to wish them a merry xmas.... while my mom lives with my uncle jake and i cant live there sleeping on a couch again i finally got my own bed and now im homeless lol damn and now how the hell am i going to get to school and work when i dont know where ill be at in the morning yeah stupid... and danielle is really amazing... she is everything i could ever ask for... she tells me things that ive waited to hear for along time from someone and they sound sincere she has got me so tangled up into her that i dont know if i can break free haha... i showed her a song and told her it was for her how elementary but this is how she makes me feel like a kid again :) well in a good way like hyper and not being able to wait till she gets home for spring break but im goin to try to save up money to fly to chicago so i can be with her for a little bit.. i dunno anymore about anything other then my band my friends and danielle...
this time its such a serious thought that i dont even know where to begin how it will end
this time its such a serious thought that i dont even know where to begin how it will end