there is so much more to think about... i have recently picked up the philosophy of existentialism sooooo im done thinking about tryin to meet a girl and live happy with her... all the girls i talk to are flakes more or less yeah i dont have much to offer anyways soooo its better this way....

YEP!

living alone is better anyways
i love my

I fell asleep last night... at 9 wow early... i awoke with a calm morning walked to go get minutes... bought my mom breakfast and then went to school... yesterday i found an amazing songwriter and possibly my one of my faves now... William Fitzsimmons check em out.. im ok today...i found out im failing my psych class :( but i have two more exams ( Read more... )

i think about so much about my life and all the things i want to do.. music? well you know what im tired of relying on other band members so i am taking piano for my next music course to better my self at making music other than writing lyrics... i cant wait fuck the bs lies and all its time to make it on my own... I sat down and read salems lot ( Read more... )

family situation is a little under control.. ove the past few weeks or months i feel very anti social and its not good i used to wanna be out everywhere now i usually sit in my room and stare at the walls ... not so healthy and my eating habits have decreased some what... some of it for my own dieting purpose to achieve a toned body and some due to ( Read more... )

So today started out shitty... then my friend tim call me up and was like dud play football soo i did ( Read more... )

SO my bad days started last weekend when i sat inside all fucking weekend from thurs till sunday. Mon. night my mother and my stepfather had an fall out.. my mother then left my house at 6 in the morning tues. and i went and chased her but she wouldnt come back.. I have been having the most trouble with girls i cant seem to get it right they just ( Read more... )

4 near death experiences in holy shit half of a year... this last one tho was more of a fate drawn friendship... warren thompkinson is an amazing human being he will now remain as a best friend of mine... i need to finish those lyrics

so yeah last few nights have been good havent felt like that in a while... got drunk pissed out front of a 24 hr adult video store me and mandi met up with her friend tim and some of his friends... we played power hour i guess you could say I drank a good bit in an hour...im tired things have been going good i quit len the plumber blah blah blah i ( Read more... )

Im fucked up... slow listening to Jimmy eat worlds 23 thinking.. theres actually a new someone i want to lay with and cuddle with at night lay naked .. she took care of me last night i was fucked up then too but off something different my life has taken so many turns and ups and downs weird twist i live weird life i have lived a weird life if u ( Read more... )

so i found my self in a time now where i dont want to just have one nite stands or be played around with soo i just basically am just trying to be friends with chicks not try to search anymore most of the people today just want to fuck or play games... i have taken a vow of abstinence for who knows how long if i meet a chick i eant to make sure she ( Read more... )