yeah well its thurs since mon. no change for the best the bad got the best of me again my mom and step dad are on the outs again my step father took my key no one understands my mental disease or handicap so people tend to move away from me... im bad off but i will make it through i guess :/ yeah well i am starting over my life all over from like ( Read more... )

Through out all of my trials and errors ive become who i am today... this chance i have with college is awesome.. still looking for a part time job for mon weds and fri during the day... so now this weekend that has passed i fell upon a trigger to some key emotional factors in my life... women have been an up and down ride for me trying to find ( Read more... )

I think i have been pushing too much for something to happen when all i need is to relax and give it a little time... Im working to hard on the things i can not control if they happen they happen... plain and simple ( Read more... )

damn if she wouldve stayed last night... she had me opened up to a new world a new spectrum of life.... i kissed her... i snuck in with a kiss... she made me happy last night... it was crucially intense and i loved every moment of it... i opened up... wow what a wrong thing to do lol i had it going till i made myself "Vulnerable" damn... i hope she ( Read more... )

so life as i knew it has been tossed out the window... im feeling better today yesterday was amazing new hair dueeee and college is rollin thro work sucks but ima make it thro that no matter if i have to get another job and quit that i need a car i have no money but i have friends and thats all that matters is people who i can be with and be happy ( Read more... )

AHHHHHH Shit .... aha me and grant decided to go to dustins and chill drink and watch grandmoms boy and we decided to start writing our bios for the space and music and just talked about times and changes ( Read more... )

SO yeah... Ive been chilling with this chick and shes not like the rest shes amazing... but its tough... really like she is so beautiful and is by far the most compatible female to me.. and in what i look for ( Read more... )