A Response To A False Claim,

You say what you want. This is the truth. That is the truth. Nothing has EVER been the truth with you. Yes. My life is a complete party. Woo.Fucking Hoo. Although, I'm obviously not in a happy part of my schooling, music, and relationship. You are absolutely right in saying that you don't know me. You know nothing ( Read more... )

And so I return to what I thought I didn't need anymore. There was always something about this that was special. Always something about Livejournal that could give me the clarity I needed to write. It was something Facebook or Myspace could never give me. A certain comfort, perhaps...maybe just the fact that it has the history of me in it. The fact ( Read more... )

City Of Angels ( Read more... )

Things have never really happened in any kind of one-at-a-time pattern for me. At least not since the things that are important to me now became that way. I've always had that kind of movie reaction when it comes to those things...in a metaphorical sense of course. The sorrows and lesser seen positives of my life have always been like when you're ( Read more... )

I hate days like today. Days that I've slept away because of my mind. Nightmares. More and more every night it seems. This is why I haven't slept good in two weeks. Realistic nightmares. Dreams that just remind me of how I feel inside most days but never let it show. It's like my mind attacks those parts of my heart on purpose. It just takes every ( Read more... )

What a world we all live in ( Read more... )

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not, remember what you now have was among the things that you only hoped for."

-Epicurus-

Smart one eh?

I'd say most of us could and should take some lessons from some Greek literature.

I'm on it.

Peace and Love

Everyone is so goddamned intent on completely ignoring their problems and constant mistakes as people and focusing on mine.

Everyone.

I can't wait untill Friday. At least then I won't be alone. All of you say what you want. I won't be alone, and I'll be smiling.

Life. Some of you should try living it.

Peace and Love

The beauty of being able to make decisions in your life is the fact that if you make mistakes, and want to go back and try and fix them, you can. It doesn't matter how many times you make decisions that other people think are wrong for you, if you want to try and fix them, you can. Other people aren't you. That's probably one of the only great ( Read more... )

My reality is so far away from my wants and needs in this life that it hurts.

But then again...in the last year and a half, what have I really felt except hurt?

Nothing is ever as it seems....or as it is hoped for.

Happy New Year everyone....

well...

Just New Year.

Peace and Love