So I just wanted everyone who reads this to know that I found some where to live next year and it's an a really nice house with a cool girl. So all is good.

I rarely write in this journal anymore because I just don't think of it, or I'm usually happy enough not to have something to bitch about. But in the matter of 48 hours my life as really gotten fucked up ( Read more... )

I only have one resolution this year

1. Don't give up.

Tomorrow I am driving up with my dad to my new apartment. I'm sharing it with Colleen, Kelli, and Zia. It's really fucking weird to be living in an apartment, I feel really young to be in my own apartment, paying rent, gettin' insurance, all that jazz. I am almost 20, which is frightening in itself ( Read more... )

When David and I decided not to break up at the end of the year I was so excited, I really love David and didn't want it to end just because he was graduating. And now that the time of being apart has come, I'm really stressing out. I haven't seen him in about a month and I'm hating every moment of it. I'm worrying that he doesn't love me anymore, ( Read more... )

Last night I dreamed I stole a car from Davis, CA. I don't know why, I just needed to go somewhere so I stole this woman's blue sedan. I remember getting a little nervous about driving since I didn't have my license or really know how to drive. I remember I messed up a little, not stopping long enough at a stop sign, almost rear ending someone, and ( Read more... )

I'm almost done with the year, and I really just am not happy with my grades and where I am at. I think I've just had a really hard year adjusting to be away from home, stress about school, failure, and a serious lack of friends. I think that not having friends has been one of the worst things about college. I definitely have a knack for making ( Read more... )

Yeah. I'm a bad ass. I just hope I don't get my tires slashed in return.

Dude, I have a serious sleeping problem. I cannot stop sleeping. This is crazy.

Life is so fucking short. So. Fucking. Short. In biology my proffesor keeps showing these timelines of the universe and it's overwhelimg. My life means nothing, human kind has been nothing in the scheme of time. I can't believe that my life is almost a fourth over. 1/4! I can't help but wonder if anything I am doing is important. Will going to ( Read more... )