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Life is so fucking short. So. Fucking. Short. In biology my proffesor keeps showing these timelines of the universe and it's overwhelimg. My life means nothing, human kind has been nothing in the scheme of time. I can't believe that my life is almost a fourth over. 1/4! I can't help but wonder if anything I am doing is important. Will going to college really make me happy? All I am here for is so I can get an education, so I can get a job, and work for the rest of my life. MY LIFE IS ALREADY CENTERED AROUND A LIFE OF WORK AND LACK OF FREEDOM. I don't know if I can do this. I feel like all my life I've need to be free, just get up and leave. Never be in the same place for too long. The only time I felt so free like that, was when I was wandering the cities in Europe, alone, because I had left my group behind. And I didn't care. I didn't care that I was alone in a place where I knew no one. It. was. exhilarating. I feel like I just need to go, and get away from all this. I don't know if I was ever cut out for this life.
Then again, would I get bored being a homeless wandering?
I don't know.
Then again, would I get bored being a homeless wandering?
I don't know.