i feel so out of it and gross feeling. Like theres this little knot sitting in the middle of my chest, right over my sternum and its not letting me check in - I felt it all throughout yoga this morning and felt so tender, and I don't know how to be normal with Lily. I just feel sad, and small. And just now Lily yelled at me and I don't know how to ( Read more... )

From when Red visited for two seconds ( Read more... )

So I've finally gotten around to watching the first season of Mad Men... I started today, watched the first five episodes in a row, and am only stopping because it is now past 3 in the morning. Seriously not understanding the "boring" label thrown at this show.

( Are spoilers for a season that happened four years ago even spoilers anymore? )