Well, it seems that this is going to be another of THOSE years. Started out well, but is rapidly attempting to screw with me. I'm a few ticks shy of melting down ( Read more... )

So I haven't been here for a while, because well, life got REALLY busy. Being a full time student, teaching a few hours a week, plus doing rehearsals and gigs was taking it's toll. Well, change is afoot ( Read more... )

It's been a HELL of a year. Sure, I've had some less than proud moments, and I've said some things to people that I probably shouldn't have, but I've done well. I supported my closest friend early this year when his life nearly fell apart. I managed to teach my students more than just their instrument, and I'd like to think I taught them a few ( Read more... )

This post has a simple theme. I'm sick and tired of people who say they are going to do things, and then don't do them ( Read more... )

I have not the time for sickness nor sadness ( Read more... )

So life has taken a few interesting, and a few confusing twists since my last post. But some things make a lot more sense to me now that they did before ( Read more... )

Tonight has been a really complicated tonight. I'm going to try and sort it out from the jumbled mess that it is, but it's still a mess ( Read more... )

Life has had a lot of changes occur for me recently. Including a lot of questions, some of which I don't think I really want to know answers to ( Read more... )

So life has improved quite a bit from that really rough patch I went through a short while back, but I'm still feeling like a sense of "normality" is lacking ( Read more... )

I just can't keep doing this anymore. I've been trying to hold it together for damn near everyone for so long. I try and keep my **** together, and theirs. I just can't keep doing it. It's killing me, and I just can't keep it up ( Read more... )