Life...
Well, it seems that this is going to be another of THOSE years. Started out well, but is rapidly attempting to screw with me. I'm a few ticks shy of melting down.
My mother did something financially that I won't talk about in great detail here. But the long and short of it, is that it effects me greatly. It will possibly prevent me from taking out any student loans to pay for my bachelors degree and/or law school. Even worse, it is something that would likely prevent me from becoming a police officer should I have decided to do so. Thanks a lot mom, no wonder my father doesn't trust you.
Second, we need to be out of the house by April 4th. Well not NEED to, but arrangements have been made that would work out best for us if we manage it. I'm currently the only one that has even made an effort to look at houses, we're looking to rent btw. Seriously. I came up with a list through a realtor I personally know and having been sorting through it. Every option I've come up with that was viable, I got shot down for various reasons. Thanks a lot family, way to suck.
Tomorrow I'm going to go in and schedule an ASVAB test. I'm seriously THAT close to melting down, I'm about ready to do whatever is necessary to leave this crap behind. Should I leave in that manner, I will pretty much disavow having a family. I.e. I would honestly be to the point where I would not call them, I would not tell them where I am, I seriously would completely just give up on them as people.
As far as my personal life goes, I'm not really sure where it stands. I've been finding a different group of people to talk to and what-not. Seeing as I don't have gigs at the moment to keep me around, I've kinda backed away from the mariachi crowd. Realized how crappy some of those people are and how crappy they make me act so I've been trying to distance myself. It's actually made me a little bit nicer to the people around me. There are only two or three people from that venue that even make an effort to keep in touch even, so it kinda shows that I wasn't as close to most of them as it would have seemed.
All in all, things just can't keep going the way they are. Something has to give, and I know it won't be my family. So I guess it's going to be me. Hopefully I can come up with something, but it's looking increasingly unhappy.
My mother did something financially that I won't talk about in great detail here. But the long and short of it, is that it effects me greatly. It will possibly prevent me from taking out any student loans to pay for my bachelors degree and/or law school. Even worse, it is something that would likely prevent me from becoming a police officer should I have decided to do so. Thanks a lot mom, no wonder my father doesn't trust you.
Second, we need to be out of the house by April 4th. Well not NEED to, but arrangements have been made that would work out best for us if we manage it. I'm currently the only one that has even made an effort to look at houses, we're looking to rent btw. Seriously. I came up with a list through a realtor I personally know and having been sorting through it. Every option I've come up with that was viable, I got shot down for various reasons. Thanks a lot family, way to suck.
Tomorrow I'm going to go in and schedule an ASVAB test. I'm seriously THAT close to melting down, I'm about ready to do whatever is necessary to leave this crap behind. Should I leave in that manner, I will pretty much disavow having a family. I.e. I would honestly be to the point where I would not call them, I would not tell them where I am, I seriously would completely just give up on them as people.
As far as my personal life goes, I'm not really sure where it stands. I've been finding a different group of people to talk to and what-not. Seeing as I don't have gigs at the moment to keep me around, I've kinda backed away from the mariachi crowd. Realized how crappy some of those people are and how crappy they make me act so I've been trying to distance myself. It's actually made me a little bit nicer to the people around me. There are only two or three people from that venue that even make an effort to keep in touch even, so it kinda shows that I wasn't as close to most of them as it would have seemed.
All in all, things just can't keep going the way they are. Something has to give, and I know it won't be my family. So I guess it's going to be me. Hopefully I can come up with something, but it's looking increasingly unhappy.