My birthday was yesterday.

Saturday morning I woke up to my guests from couch surfing.org, a couple of hippies hitch-hiking their way from Oregon to New Orleans. We didn't do much, but we hung out at the bar Saturday night and when I got out of work, they along with my co-worker from the bar and my friend Manny from Sonic Ranch. We partied until 5 ( Read more... )

I HAVE BEEN SO IN LOVE WITH YEASAYER!! Please check them out ( Read more... )

so things are going really shitty for me this past week. the ranch was fun, but short lived, those fuckers can't keep it in their pants and it gets me into trouble. my fault. anyway, i'm just trying to believe that things will get better soon but it's hard. i'm tired and hungry and i just want to be loved? i don't know why i'm not afforded it. fuck ( Read more... )

spending the week at sonic ranch with a band called DIRTY KARMA from mexico city. currently involved in a fling with the lead singer and i have been sleepin in his bed for the past few nights... he tells me i'm the one but i think that he is just trying to be sweet. i don't expect it to last after he leaves the ranch on aug 2, but the great thing ( Read more... )

so i saw dave for the last time, he leaves tomorrow morning at 1130. it's really strange, we had our reconciliation and had a good time for the last week. i'm going to fucking MISS HIM. it's like a piece of my heart is goin' with him to new york and i'm never gonna see it again ( Read more... )

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I should be a happy person, I have everything in the world going for me. But I can't shake this feeling; no, I'm stuck in a dark place lately. And with the same lament I exercise so frequently I must admit that I have not the slightest idea what to do next. It feels as if I am ALWAYS asking "what next?"

I just want to be alone.

There has been a lot of crying lately ( Read more... )

I'm tired of asking questions. I know my destiny. I know I will get there. But right now, I am at a little bit of a loss. How do I get there? In what direction do I plant the first step ( Read more... )

I wonder if he can tell when the tears begin to fall, in the dark and silence of my bedroom. I wonder if it breaks his heart; if he is going to hurt when the closeness we have now is nothing but a distant, faded dream ( Read more... )