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so things are going really shitty for me this past week. the ranch was fun, but short lived, those fuckers can't keep it in their pants and it gets me into trouble. my fault. anyway, i'm just trying to believe that things will get better soon but it's hard. i'm tired and hungry and i just want to be loved? i don't know why i'm not afforded it. fuck, whatever, i'm just fucking depressed and it makes it worse to hear that dave is doing so well in new york. i knew he would.