this is gay
so i saw dave for the last time, he leaves tomorrow morning at 1130. it's really strange, we had our reconciliation and had a good time for the last week. i'm going to fucking MISS HIM. it's like a piece of my heart is goin' with him to new york and i'm never gonna see it again.
i just really hope he does well. he deserves it cos he works hard. i don't wanna get into maybes because i don't want to cry anymore..
he took me to toro burger today which was cute, cos we had like our third date there and we went there a lot and it was like really sweet and fuck. he told me i could do better than him but that's fucked up, idk.
i'm just fucking drunk, i have this new bartending job it's awesome but it makes me drunk and drunk makes me miss dave and missin dave makes me sad and when i'm sad i write sappy lj entries even when i keep saying i'm done with this shit? idk i'm going crazy i should probably eat and go to sleep. but i just really miss him and i wanna lay in his arms again and i'm REALLY GONNA MISS HAVING A FUCKING AMAZING BOYFRIEND.
fuck my life this is gay
i just really hope he does well. he deserves it cos he works hard. i don't wanna get into maybes because i don't want to cry anymore..
he took me to toro burger today which was cute, cos we had like our third date there and we went there a lot and it was like really sweet and fuck. he told me i could do better than him but that's fucked up, idk.
i'm just fucking drunk, i have this new bartending job it's awesome but it makes me drunk and drunk makes me miss dave and missin dave makes me sad and when i'm sad i write sappy lj entries even when i keep saying i'm done with this shit? idk i'm going crazy i should probably eat and go to sleep. but i just really miss him and i wanna lay in his arms again and i'm REALLY GONNA MISS HAVING A FUCKING AMAZING BOYFRIEND.
fuck my life this is gay