Well ( Read more... )

i don't want my journal to go back to this kind of thing, but mike and i finally broke up for good almost a month ago now. it's been hard, and i am a bit heartbroken, but in the bigger scheme of things i'm a lot happier than i was.

over the past few weeks i have:
-been CRYSTAL MINING. picked up a ton of fluorite and dog's tooth, some snowball and ( Read more... )

i don't know why i miss him, because i was miserable.

mike has been attending some 'gnostic' training with a minister (also named mike) that his business partner turned him on to ( Read more... )

yesterday we went to the tibetan buddhist center here in el paso. we went in hopes of seeing/receiving a blessing from an 11th generation bhutanese monk, but he wasn't there for the prayer ( Read more... )

I AM EVERYWHERE AND I AM NOWHERE AT ALL.

intent on HEALING MYSELF. starting from the beginning of ALL things: THOUGHT. the little voice in my head that controls my life. my sub-conscious; my HIGHER SELFsince i have always considered this the place my purest and unadulterated thoughts belong, i have decided to clean it up a bit... no more drama. i ( Read more... )

mikeall gave me a fucked up haircut ( Read more... )

dooon't put all your eggs in one basket!

i know it's been forever since i've posted anything, but i figured an update could be in order ( Read more... )

i know my entries are sporadic. sorry ( Read more... )