dad gummit
I'm tired of asking questions. I know my destiny. I know I will get there. But right now, I am at a little bit of a loss. How do I get there? In what direction do I plant the first step.
I need to sing. It is God-given.
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Being alone is scary, but maybe I need it.
Also, Will is back from Albuquerque. I came downstairs from Justin and Jenny's yesterday and found he and Sean were using my bathroom (never leaving that unlocked again). I was visibly shaken.
Also, Dave and I got into a huge fight last night AGAIN!! He bought his ticket for NYC today, too--July 15.
I'm a little afraid, like who is going to hold me and keep me strong? What if I go back to Will and become a fucking junkie again. I get desperate when I get lonely.
I need to sing. It is God-given.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Being alone is scary, but maybe I need it.
Also, Will is back from Albuquerque. I came downstairs from Justin and Jenny's yesterday and found he and Sean were using my bathroom (never leaving that unlocked again). I was visibly shaken.
Also, Dave and I got into a huge fight last night AGAIN!! He bought his ticket for NYC today, too--July 15.
I'm a little afraid, like who is going to hold me and keep me strong? What if I go back to Will and become a fucking junkie again. I get desperate when I get lonely.