I never write in here anymore. Perhaps because Myspace and Facebook have taken over my life. Tomorrow is the 10 year anniversary of my dads death. It seems that I love him more and more as the years go on. To this day he is still my best friend, and I will always live my life trying to make him proud. As I grow older and hit milestones in my life; ( Read more... )

Never in a million years did I fathom this would happen. At the moment I am at a cross road, wondering if these feelings should be fleeting. Was it just a momentary thing ( Read more... )

I get to see Trent tomorrow. God, it has been a hot second. Hello New York.

Instant gratification can be so backstabbing. The series of moments were perfect. A month ago I would have given anything to be in your arms. There I was. The feelings were fleeting. But rational thinking wasn't flowing through my thoughts. For a split second, everything felt right. The world was making sense as it used to. My heart felt so ( Read more... )

I miss Michigan. I miss my old friends. I miss when life was a little less complicated ( Read more... )

Agony, complete and total agony. The type of yearning that keeps your mind up at night, and thoughts dull in the day. The stomach twisting, heart numbing pain that only has been depicted through others words. Shame on me for giving myself to someone so free and fleeting. If this is love, please leave me be. You’re not welcome here anymore ( Read more... )

“I may ot be walking with you all the way, or even much of the way, as I walk with you now. Don’t be angry with me if I am not there in person, alive and with you always. Do not feel sorry for me if I am gone. When we were together, I loved you deeply and you gave me so much happiness. I can never repay you, Whenever you feel sick at heart, and ( Read more... )

Life is going well ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me

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Figures, two weeks before I leave I meet a guy that compleatly melts my heart. Oh well. We will see where this goes.