Oct 30, 2009 11:44
I never write in here anymore. Perhaps because Myspace and Facebook have taken over my life. Tomorrow is the 10 year anniversary of my dads death. It seems that I love him more and more as the years go on. To this day he is still my best friend, and I will always live my life trying to make him proud. As I grow older and hit milestones in my life; more than ever I wish he could be here. I have found the man I will marry, and my father won't be here to give me away. I know that he would approve of Grant... I am so happy that he is in my life because a hole in my heart has been filled (One that I deemed forever broken). My perspective on my dads death is seen in a much more positive light; just wanting to love him and preserve his memory. He wouldn't want me to spend anymore Halloweens crying and feeling sorry for myself.
Mike Bussell, you were one amazing man and I will love you forever.