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[sayum]

Agony, complete and total agony. The type of yearning that keeps your mind up at night, and thoughts dull in the day. The stomach twisting, heart numbing pain that only has been depicted through others words. Shame on me for giving myself to someone so free and fleeting. If this is love, please leave me be. You’re not welcome here anymore.

I want to run but my feet are moving to fast to touch the ground. God, please take me anywhere but here. I want to forget his name.