I'm pretty sure nobody's going to be mad at me if I don't do a sheet today. Yuuko-san and I are leaving this afternoon, once Tatsumi gets here to prove that all of the paperwork is in order. When I came here, it was day 53 and I was a mess. I don't know how, but everyone here has been better for me than the therapists I rarely ended up talking to. ( Read more... )

Day 82
Your Name: Hisoka Kurosaki
Suicidal Ideation: 0
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Plenty
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dreamt that these two girls wanted to put me in a really frilly dress because they thought I was the cutest thing ever. I kept blushing and I think Tsuzuki was there to laugh at the idea
Moods ( Read more... )

Day
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 1
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Enough
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: None. Finally remembered to take my pills before going to bed
Moods Experienced Today: Calm
Mood Triggers: Nothing in particular
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Still, nothing really
Favorite Time of Day and Why: ( Read more... )

I'm not doing a sheet today. I think what I need to write is a bit more important than the same boring things over and over again.

[OOC: Some self-harm descriptors and talk about suicide and other trauma below the cut. Critique on just the writing is appreciated.]
( Filtered to people Hisoka trusts )

Day 79
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 0
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Not much. I couldn't take my pills because of the chaos.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dreamt about fire. Tsuzuki was in one, trying to burn himself up for some reason and I couldn't save him by myself.
Moods Experienced Today: Worry, but mostly ( Read more... )

[Hisoka sounds absolutely terrified and he's breathing rapidly into the phone. Sounds of something falling can be heard in the background]I was in the library when things started to blow up. Yuuko-san, Sakura-san, Naruto, Alfred, someone...can you come find me? I don't want to sit here alone and not know how anyone I care about is doing. A ( Read more... )

Day 77
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 0
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Plenty
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: None. Sakura-san chose something good for my new pills
Moods Experienced Today: Calm, slight concern
Mood Triggers: Talking to Tatsumi on the phone
Significant Thoughts of the Day: With things going well, I'm ( Read more... )

Day 76
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 0!!!
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: A lot. And I didn't even have to take my sleeping pill
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dreamt that Tsuzuki and I went out for ice cream. It was cute
Moods Experienced Today: Calm, happy
Mood Triggers: Things are going okay
Significant Thoughts ( Read more... )

Day
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 1
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Enough
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I don't remember, but I know I woke up happier than I felt when I fell asleep
Moods Experienced Today: Nervous and excited
Mood Triggers: I'm going to be at the dance
Significant Thoughts of the Day: My shirt has ( Read more... )

Day 74
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 3
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Seven hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: None, thankfully
Moods Experienced Today: Confused, but mostly calm. Kinda lonely
Mood Triggers: Hearing about the dance. I want to go, but...it makes me wish he were here to go with.
Significant Thoughts ( Read more... )