Day 74 - A soul in tension that's learning to fly
Day 74
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 3
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Seven hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: None, thankfully
Moods Experienced Today: Confused, but mostly calm. Kinda lonely
Mood Triggers: Hearing about the dance. I want to go, but...it makes me wish he were here to go with.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: If I went, would all the people and the loud music freak me out? I can't just take a pill and make my senses less likely to overreact. It would be nice to feel completely normal for a few hours.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: This morning. They moved me back to my bedroom, but now Zack's in the infirmary again. I really hope he's okay.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Eating in the cafeteria seemed louder than usual today
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I just met my new therapist last night. He gives me the creeps for some reason.
Noticeable Improvements: I'm trying to let myself trust people, especially all the new ones I've met lately. It's hard, but I really am trying.
Your Name: Hisoka
Suicidal Ideation: 3
Homicidal Ideation: 0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Seven hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: None, thankfully
Moods Experienced Today: Confused, but mostly calm. Kinda lonely
Mood Triggers: Hearing about the dance. I want to go, but...it makes me wish he were here to go with.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: If I went, would all the people and the loud music freak me out? I can't just take a pill and make my senses less likely to overreact. It would be nice to feel completely normal for a few hours.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: This morning. They moved me back to my bedroom, but now Zack's in the infirmary again. I really hope he's okay.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Eating in the cafeteria seemed louder than usual today
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I just met my new therapist last night. He gives me the creeps for some reason.
Noticeable Improvements: I'm trying to let myself trust people, especially all the new ones I've met lately. It's hard, but I really am trying.