the days slip by, one after another... falling into some strange kind of patter that i didn't even look to create.  i look around and wonder.... were is it all going, and were is it all taking me ( Read more... )

.........dude........ im 20........yah.......dude ( Read more... )

well- i have been home, and now i'm back at school.  bloody hell- why can't work weeks go by that fast?!?!?!?!?!?!? but then again, if they did, i think the summer would be coming to an end even faster than it is- and i'm not sure that is all to good a thing.  i mean, i'm kind of happy that it is moving along- but at the same time i do have some ( Read more... )

"Dr. Flannagan took up a scalpel and pressed the tip of the blade on the upper left part of the chest under the sholder.  she made a curving incision that went underneath the nipples, across the chest, and up to the opposite sholder.  Then, starting at the top of the sternum, she made a straight incision down to the solar plexus.  This made a cut ( Read more... )

I remember this one time in 12th grade English class when my teacher had us write these poems were the whole thing is made up of statments of "I am".  that is what the whole thing is... I am this- I am so and so....... I don't really know why I’m thinking about this right now, but I am- so I thought I would give it a try for were I am right now in ( Read more... )

well.... i have just about gotten the first month of the summer out of the way and over with.  don't get me wrong- its not that i'm not having a good summer (how could i not have a good summer when i'm working like 2.5 jobs on campus and still not making a full 40 hours a week?) i really am....im just.... i'm looking for some grounding and i don't ( Read more... )

well.... i made it to the end of the (school) year..... and it was an intreasting end let me just say. most defanatly not the way i ever could have guessed things were (or wanted to)going to go down....but..... idk.... i guess there are somethings that are just going to happen if you want them to or not....the best you can do is just make the best ( Read more... )

well, getting to the real end of the year now... kind of hard to belive. on the one hand it has all gone by so fast, and on the other hand it has gone by way to freaking fast. i mean, ihave to start thinking about what i'm going to be doing once i graduate soon, and i kind of still feel like i just started with college. part of my brain is just ( Read more... )

i would be lieing if i said this terms was going the way i thought/hoped it would. i don't know if thats exactly a good or bad thing, but i know at least right now i don't really like it all to much. i mean for one thing- i did not sign up to have so much hw third term. i mean, its not as bad now that i have gotten a bunch of stuff done and out ( Read more... )

well, after months and months and months....and months of waiting, spring brake has finaly come and gone. its kind of odd to not have it to look foward to anymore, but i must say- it really was a blast. the drive was freaking long, something like 18+ hours each way- but i don't really think i can talk much seeing as all i did was sleep for most ( Read more... )