now what?
well.... i made it to the end of the (school) year..... and it was an intreasting end let me just say. most defanatly not the way i ever could have guessed things were (or wanted to)going to go down....but..... idk.... i guess there are somethings that are just going to happen if you want them to or not....the best you can do is just make the best out of the stiuation....
moving on!......yay....go team me....i got to the end of my second year in college...ummmm..... now what?.....
ok- heres my deal, i am out of classes, working i would guess like 35 hours a week, but the times in the day that i'm working are kind of odd... for example, today, i got off work at 2. and while it is nice to be all done and what not at 2, i'm like...what do i do now? and while it is ture that i wont be getting done at this time all summer (most days i'll be getting done at like 5) it still brings up the question. i guess this is the part where i start to become more proactive in my life and start taking action, and try to make planes for myself. i can't really say i know how that is going to go. for some strange reason, i always feel like im pulling people away from other things that they would rather be doing when i call to try and plan somehting. also the fact that i really don't have a good trake record with things actualy coming about does not help to much. right now i'm kind of hoping that i can get on my feet a little better once i'm into my new room next week. and that is going to be a trip and a 1/2 all on its own...the hole having to move across campus thing. i like the idea of being around people again- i really do... i just don't like the idea of having to get all my stuff over to Towers. oh-well..... hopfuly it will work out ok...
well- i think i know what i'm gonig to do for right now.... i think i'm going to go take a NAP (yay sleep, i need more of it)
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ME
moving on!......yay....go team me....i got to the end of my second year in college...ummmm..... now what?.....
ok- heres my deal, i am out of classes, working i would guess like 35 hours a week, but the times in the day that i'm working are kind of odd... for example, today, i got off work at 2. and while it is nice to be all done and what not at 2, i'm like...what do i do now? and while it is ture that i wont be getting done at this time all summer (most days i'll be getting done at like 5) it still brings up the question. i guess this is the part where i start to become more proactive in my life and start taking action, and try to make planes for myself. i can't really say i know how that is going to go. for some strange reason, i always feel like im pulling people away from other things that they would rather be doing when i call to try and plan somehting. also the fact that i really don't have a good trake record with things actualy coming about does not help to much. right now i'm kind of hoping that i can get on my feet a little better once i'm into my new room next week. and that is going to be a trip and a 1/2 all on its own...the hole having to move across campus thing. i like the idea of being around people again- i really do... i just don't like the idea of having to get all my stuff over to Towers. oh-well..... hopfuly it will work out ok...
well- i think i know what i'm gonig to do for right now.... i think i'm going to go take a NAP (yay sleep, i need more of it)
TTFN World-
ME