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I can't escape walking down these halls
I've been doing a lot of not thinking and thinking lately. I feel like I have lost sense of who I am. It's all in my head. Life is not about finidng yourself, it is about creating yourself! I already know this, at least, this is my philosophy for life, and I know there are other different opinions. But I feel like I'm not living up to my true ( Read more... ) -
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So I have to do this speech on running tomorrow and I havent started my outline yet. It has to be 5-7 minutes. So I am telling myself I met as well brainstorm the gist of it on here:
Introduction: What do you guys think of when you hear exercise? Any takers?
Credibility: I used to run on a cross country team for four years. During this time, I would ( Read more... ) -
The road to recovery and success
It has been almost a month since I have last updated my journal. I feel like I have been through so much since then. And through all the bad things, the good things truly come out of it. God has shown me the light, regardless of how much I have sinned. I know that my sins will not be excused. However, I really have so much faith in God that He with ( Read more... ) -
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Well so I basically ate dinner with Jasmine and Maryum and Jackie and JJ. Why does it feel like theres some tension between us? I don't even know what I'm mad about anymore. I'm not really mad anymore actually at all, ecxept I am bothered by the fact that no one likes to come over and they all just expect me to come over. Now, I want to look at it ( Read more... ) -
a change of thought
you know, I was thinking....I was reading over some past entries, and even though I'm supposed to be studying right now, I can't bring myself to do it. But anyway, I realized how much I have changed over since frreshman year of college. How much my situation with friends has gotten better. How I can literally get rides to whatever I want because of ( Read more... ) -
A series of events
Well! I haven't contributed to this journal since the winter break. Which hasn't even been a month ago. It's amazing how littl emy life was moving in Las Vegas, but how fast it is moving once I return to Cali. Once I came back, I gave Jasmine a call telling her I was here, and we went swimming at 24 Hour Fitness. Apparently over the break Maryum ( Read more... ) -
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Soooooo I'm kinda getting tired of this whole Vegas thing. Although I think physically I'm not ready to go back to California, I sure am mentally! Or maybe I have it backwards. Whtever it is, I just want to go bac to California. I feel like I'm getting older here in my parent's house everyday. Everyday my mom does the exact same routine. There is ( Read more... ) -
I wish I had a chance to get to know you...everything turned red the first time I saw you
Soooo alot has happened the last couple of days. As we all know, I went to see NOFX with Strike Anywhere, Dead To Me, and Love Equals Death in Anaheim. That was a fucking awesome show!!! But I got a few surprises in general. Remember how I almost forgot about Sean? Well, turns out, I was sitting initially with my brother at that fountain area at ( Read more... ) -
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I hope that everybody had a Happy New Years! I cannot believe it is already 2007. I remember when I was younger and thinking omg, the millenium is almost here!! lol. Well, this new year to me is like a new chance, a new opportunity, a new open door to make things better. I want to improve my health, academia, and social relations, as well as my ( Read more... ) -
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God has impressed me in so many ways that I will continue to post them. He just gave me a thought. Only with his power and grace, can he give me the inspiration to do what I want to do. Oh, God, thank you for your beauty. Your grace. Your compassion. And mostly, your love. I know I make mistakes, but I will never forget how much you have done for ( Read more... )