just saying good bye to another dream. no glamorous career, no stylish lifestyle and no beautiful wedding for seyoung. i bid farewell to the woman i had hoped to become.

Need to work on:
Baby Announcement for my cousins
My own portfolio website

Also want to start finding things to hang on the bare walls of this apartment. Also want drapes and new bedsheets.

Carol and Susan are visiting me in PDX in June! Yay.

After losing about ten pounds last fall and winter, I stagnated around the winter holidays. Since January, I was just hovering between 133 and 136. I only took a couple breaks from working out but otherwise was putting five hours a week into it. However, my eating had fallen off discipline so I wasn't losing nor gaining weight ( Read more... )

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In preparation for this trip to Hawaii, I've been pampering myself a lot more than I'm used to ( Read more... )

Been sleeping very, very late. It's past four by the time I'm in bed nowadays and Zachary's been unhappy about it. He says he can't sleep without me. So, sometimes, I lay beside him for a bit and then retreat back to the living room sofa ( Read more... )

4-year anniversary with Zachary. Maybe I'm just spoiled from everything else we've done up until now but going out for lunch and a ridiculously high-priced dinner just didn't thrill me. I'd rather get cheap food and go to the sea side. It was worth seeing Zachary enjoy his food and being with me, though ( Read more... )

Went shopping with Amanda. She felt the need for jeans and I felt the need for jeans and a dress for my anniversary with Zachary.

The shopping was a lot of fun. I really enjoyed Amanda's company.

My feet are still killing me from today's long excursion and my whole body is racked with dull pain. I hope this won't be a permanent problem.

I thank the universe for this. This has been around for quite a while and I hadn't known. Why??

I was already trying so hard to suppress loud laughter but when I saw my first Spaghatta Nadle episode, I started shaking uncontrollably with laughter and tears in my eyes.

I love this woman.

Zachary bought me two sketchbooks from the art supply store and ordered some color pencils that will arrive in a couple of days. I'm going to start drawing again ( Read more... )