billy i was going to send you a poem i wrote that i thought you might like because I figured you'd be able to relate to it but after i sent the last post, went and found it, then signed back on to send it, i saw your new post and just want to say that i admire you and your courage. i'm sorry that things have been so shitty for you lately and just want you to know you've got a friend here that cares about you even though we've never met. i understand what you're saying because i can empathize with you in my own situation. for me, just knowing people care really helps coz' when you're feeling like no one understands or gives a rats ass about you it makes things seem even darker and bleaker than they already appear to be. i am really happy that you're fighting the urge to hurt yourself and know how fu*king desperate that fights is. i have scars from my past that read like a braille story on my skin and it was a helluva battle to learn a new language which didn't need braille deciphering. i think people who care about humanity are
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hey billy i'm sorry you've been going through all of this, i can imagine how hard it must be. i'm glad you're not hurting yourself, and i know how hard that can be sometimes. dont think it's a bad thing though that you're crying. crying is one of the best ways to get all the stress and anger out of your body, and if it wont go away, dont force it. it's good for you. i wish there was something i could do to help...i dont like seeing my friends having trouble, and not being able to help them. i'll tell you the same thing i tell everyone else, but like everyone else, you probably won't listen. i wouldn't if it was me: if you ever need anything, dont hesitate to ask. like i said, i know most people dont ask for help, but i figured i'd say it anyway. hang in there billy. it does all get better eventually
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May 3 2004, 13:21:43 UTC
yeah i know we hardly talk anymore, or if we ever did much( on account of it being my fault and i apologize for being so stupid) but anyway, i am not much in keeping touch with people anymore these days- but if you need to talk if you need a hug or just to say hi in school- i guess that's what im hear for. anytime i'll be around somewhere- and im always here to listen, okay? and you do have a job now- and soon you'll be out of school and have all the more time to make money for the things you want- you'll be able to bring that pizza and coke and pepsi over in no time. keep those things in mind - cuz you should feel good for coming this far already! -frances
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i'm sorry you've been going through all of this, i can imagine how hard it must be. i'm glad you're not hurting yourself, and i know how hard that can be sometimes. dont think it's a bad thing though that you're crying. crying is one of the best ways to get all the stress and anger out of your body, and if it wont go away, dont force it. it's good for you.
i wish there was something i could do to help...i dont like seeing my friends having trouble, and not being able to help them. i'll tell you the same thing i tell everyone else, but like everyone else, you probably won't listen. i wouldn't if it was me: if you ever need anything, dont hesitate to ask. like i said, i know most people dont ask for help, but i figured i'd say it anyway.
hang in there billy. it does all get better eventually
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