Just saying hey. I haven't updated in forever. Jase and I are still together. I work at the ICC bookstore. I just started today. Jason is coming home this Friday- I can't wait to see him even though we JUST saw each other. We are ridiculously spoiled. Ok. Homework time.
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I love Jase. I can't wait to feel his arms around me at the airport and to kiss him and to see his smile and hear his laugh. I can't wait to hold his hand and act like a complete dork with him. Tomorrow night his family and I are setting the tree up and decorating it!!And we're watching family videos and drinking hot chocolate, and having a fire ( Read more... )

An excerpt:: ""Dear God, I pray now more than ever for you to lend me the strength to understand and respect Jason's decisions. Please grant me your understanding. Please please help me to be strong. I need you Lord. Our relationship needs You. Please open my ears and my eyes to see Your plan, God, or at least to accept it. Maybe I'm clinging to ( Read more... )

I want to say everything is going to be all right. I want to go home knowing what to expect. I want to know where home is. I want to spend a weekend cuddled up, being lazy and silly. I want to rake leaves with Jase and jump in them, I want to waste an entire roll of film on us. I want to kiss him so he never wants to kiss anyone else--ever. I want ( Read more... )

I don't even have much to say. I'm exhausted right now. This weekend some of my friends and I are driving down to U of I for the homecoming game and for some partaying!!!!! Exciting. I like Olivet a lot but these restrictions kind of get to me, we're not 12 year old kids, ya know? I think we're mature enough to make our own decisions. Be that as it ( Read more... )

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i'm home for a couple days. tomorrow at the crack of dawn i'm leaving for western. i'm going with the szewczyks to move jase in. i'm not really looking forward to it. i know i'm already moved into olivet but now that jason is moving too it seems more... real. like i don't have someone back home-- i have someone 4+ hours away. either way i shouldn't ( Read more... )

you can't just sit back and see what happens... you gotta get out there && do it -- Laguna Beach ( Read more... )

Thank the Lord! Only about a week and a half of dealing with my INSANE mother. I'm pretty sure they'll co-sign a loan and we can work something out with the car. I am amazed that I can be related to such a monster. My mom seriously is crazy. I can't beleive Steve has put up with her this long. I feel bad for Brie for having to stay here. I wish she ( Read more... )

I just updated my xangas, so this'll be a short one also. I'm quite homesick. Although NZ is beautiful, I have so much on my mind that dealing with my family is only adding to the stress. I'm still not ready for ONU financially and I'll be there in about 19 days. (Only 16 more days here!!) The kids and Brie are all right. I'm not going to say 'ok ( Read more... )