i'm coming home!
you can't just sit back and see what happens... you gotta get out there && do it -- Laguna Beach
We're leaving tomorrow morning! It'll be hard to say goodbye to the kiddos and Brie because God only knows the next time I'll see them. This isn't home for me, I don't think it's really home for them either. Sometimes you just gotta be the voice of reason in all the madness. I'm putting my foot down and saying 'this is ridiculous, come home NOW.' I'm not coming back here, or at least I have no plans to at this point. My mom and I had a long one on one discussion last night. Things are a little better between us, far from being completely patched up, but better. I can't believe I've survived so long here without losing my mind. It's weird how when you come to the end and you don't think you can endure anymore- you do. We're all a lot stronger than we give ourselves credit for being. There's so much left to do before I get to ONU, there aren't enough hours in the day to accomplish all that I need to and still be able to relax for a bit with Jase. It'll be hectic, Nana and I will be snappy and stressed, but we'll be ok. How do I know this? Because, I have faith that everything will work out. Things will be taken care of. All you can do is your best, no one could ask for more. That's enough from me. I'm done with New Zealand, and I cannot wait to be home!
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We're leaving tomorrow morning! It'll be hard to say goodbye to the kiddos and Brie because God only knows the next time I'll see them. This isn't home for me, I don't think it's really home for them either. Sometimes you just gotta be the voice of reason in all the madness. I'm putting my foot down and saying 'this is ridiculous, come home NOW.' I'm not coming back here, or at least I have no plans to at this point. My mom and I had a long one on one discussion last night. Things are a little better between us, far from being completely patched up, but better. I can't believe I've survived so long here without losing my mind. It's weird how when you come to the end and you don't think you can endure anymore- you do. We're all a lot stronger than we give ourselves credit for being. There's so much left to do before I get to ONU, there aren't enough hours in the day to accomplish all that I need to and still be able to relax for a bit with Jase. It'll be hectic, Nana and I will be snappy and stressed, but we'll be ok. How do I know this? Because, I have faith that everything will work out. Things will be taken care of. All you can do is your best, no one could ask for more. That's enough from me. I'm done with New Zealand, and I cannot wait to be home!
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