this has been a very strange weekend. it started with lydia finding out that a good friend from home was killed in a car accident. i dont even know the kid, but hearing her talk about him, i felt like i knew him. i was so sad to see her so sad. it was surreal ( Read more... )

im so confused right now. you think you know something, and then it gets shaken up hard core. i dont know what to think right now, i didnt think i cared, and i thought i was over it but maybe im not. perhaps what scares me the most is how quickly things might change, and what kind of implications that has on the fam ( Read more... )

today, i slept in till noon. it feels so good while you are doing it, but when you finally get up and start doing stuff you do realize that you have wasted half the day. i was going to run but i didnt because it started thunderstorming. i was arguing with the sky because it didnt occur to me that it can still storm even though its snowy weather ( Read more... )

am i more sad at what is, or what will never be?

let me just say that some things in life are just wonderful. because no matter how your life changes, some things always seem to stay the same at that is so refreshing, and comforting. i spent the day with laura, and her family, and things are just always the same. by no means in a bad way, but really in the best way possible. we began our ( Read more... )

ive been home for about 3 days now. and i havent done a thing. my outing out of the house is to go to the gym and workout. and lifting 5 times in 6 days is not a good idea. i havent done anything else really, except some reading and regrettably watching tv. im not sure what everyone is doing over break, but it seems that they are nowhere to be ( Read more... )

well, i got home in one piece. the roads were suprisingly good, and i didnt hit any snowstorms. it was really windy though, and driving through indiana there is nothing to look at except farms distant from the road. it was cool though, because it was windy, all this snow was swirling around, and it looked like a dust storm but it was snow. like ( Read more... )

ok, so if Hitler didnt approve of Futurism, Surrealism, Fauvism, Expressionism and Cubism, why did he deem it "Degenerate" art, and put it in a traveling show that hit major cities and had over 3 million people come to see it over the course of 2 years? by showing people what they werent supposed to like, he basically accomplished what he didnt ( Read more... )

im so annoyed right now. this week was great, but the weekend sucks. lydia and kayla left for st louis, so im alone on this side of the house. everyone and their mother is out right now, and im studying...... because its finals week next week. im not annoyed that im not going out, but that i dont have anyone to go out with. i havent talked to ( Read more... )

this week is going to be good. i have something fun everyday, and its the last week of classes. everything is winding down, and ending which will mean that things will begin again anew. tomorrow im going to the steeles house for dinner and a movie and finish up this semester's bible study. im so glad that things are going better, and their ( Read more... )