Dec 30, 2005 00:19
im so confused right now. you think you know something, and then it gets shaken up hard core. i dont know what to think right now, i didnt think i cared, and i thought i was over it but maybe im not. perhaps what scares me the most is how quickly things might change, and what kind of implications that has on the fam.
i dont know what i want to do with my life, i really dont. i know what i would like to do but it doesnt have a name or a location. i think i will go to graduate school at the university of aberdeen in scotland, and be flatmates with nicole. then i can get my masters in one year, live in scotland, and then figure out what to do as a truly educated adult.
this only took two hours and one mocha to figure out with her this afternoon.
its a small world after all.
scary. scar. scrap.