Back in December I wrote that eventually people would stop asking...and it happened. The thing is, I don't know that I really needed to talk all of the time. But now that almost 4 months have past I feel the need to speak more about how I am feeling. I was at the point where I could speak about Star without totally bursting into tears. My voice ( Read more... )

This morning while I was catching up on my email I turned on mtv (it's not so bad in the morning since they actually play music then) and saw a report about a musical called Spring Awakening (www.springawakening.com). The story was written in the 1880's in Germany but the music set along to it is modern. It's composer is none other than Duncan ( Read more... )

So, for the first time in a while, I feel good. I woke up this morning (early since I'm on duty), finished up some laundry, cleaned a little, and curled up on my couch under my maroon IUP blanket. I looked on my coffee table and noticed the CD that Vis sent me was sitting there. It was a recording of my sister, her boyfriend Michael, and friend Dan ( Read more... )

a number of things so just bear with me ( Read more... )

The biggest one that I have right now is fear of forgetting what Star sounded like. Her laugh, her voice, her sarcasm.

This is getting more diffcult.

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