Wow..Today I would have to say was the greatest day of my life ever..I really hadn't done anything with my mom in a while and today I got the opportunity..She is so scared that I am going to get taken away and she isn't going to get to see me for a while so she planned something for us..So, when I woke up she told me to take a shower and get ready ( Read more... )

I think not sure though that I might have found someone to help me get over Becky..WOW..didn't think that would happen at least for a while..Thank you Felisity talking to you has indeed helped me..Well, I am fixing to get ready for work and thought that I would update real quick while I am waiting..I actually feel a little bit already I just have ( Read more... )

Alot happened yesterday that totally blew my mind because it was nothing like I expected it to be I guess. I went and saw Becky in which I hadn't seen her really since we officially broke up or whatever you want to call it. I missed her so much and wanted to see her but you know with everything that is going on in my life I never could bring myself ( Read more... )

SO ALOT..ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE THE LAST TIME I HAVE EVEN WROTE ON HERE OR READ ANYTHING ON HERE. FIRST OF ALL I AM NO LONGER WITH BECKY. SHE IS HAPPY AS SHE HAS EVER BEEN WITH ABBEY AND I AM COOL WITH THAT. SHE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY. I TALK TO HER EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE WHEN SHE DECIDES TO SEND ME A MESSAGE OR SOMETHING. SHE NEVER JUST CALLS ME. ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in a while so I thought that I might as well since I am bored off my ass. I have been writing on another site and I think I like it better. More people read my stuff not that I care cause this is just me putting my thoughts down. So anyway life has been great, Becky and I are doing great and that makes me really happy. This past ( Read more... )

So it has been a long while since I have updated this thing or even thought about updating it anyway. I have been busy with another site that I really haven't took the time to do anything with this one. Well anyway the past month I do have to say has been so great. It seems like Becky and I haven't spent hardly any time apart although we probably ( Read more... )

Ok yesterday I went and say Candi and I had not seen her in a while. It felt really good to see her to know that she is doing ok. She is that type of person that you hate to see but, once you are there you don't wan to leave because you don't know when the next time you will see them. I hate that feeling of not knowing when I will see her because ( Read more... )

My heart torn from my chest ( Read more... )

So I didn't write yesterday but, I am going to make up for that one today. So I really never thought I would have a chance with Becky from seeing her with Terri. She was skinny and I mean I don't think that she was all that attracted. But, I figured she liked small girls and to say the least I am not skinny but, I am not real big either. After ( Read more... )

Ok it has been a while since I have wrote anything. So going back to where I left off at the last time. So it was great finally being free, being with the one girl I loved so much, and not having to worry about anything. That lasted a while until I started working for the same company she did just in another store. That is where things started ( Read more... )