Wow
Alot happened yesterday that totally blew my mind because it was nothing like I expected it to be I guess. I went and saw Becky in which I hadn't seen her really since we officially broke up or whatever you want to call it. I missed her so much and wanted to see her but you know with everything that is going on in my life I never could bring myself to go and see her. We cried together and she held me and told me that everything was going to be ok in which all I can do is hope for the best and that is it. I know that she has moved on and I should to but it is hard when you can't get someone out of your head. I am sure it will happen sooner or later. Who knows...