Sep 08, 2005 11:20
SO ALOT..ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE THE LAST TIME I HAVE EVEN WROTE ON HERE OR READ ANYTHING ON HERE. FIRST OF ALL I AM NO LONGER WITH BECKY. SHE IS HAPPY AS SHE HAS EVER BEEN WITH ABBEY AND I AM COOL WITH THAT. SHE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY. I TALK TO HER EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE WHEN SHE DECIDES TO SEND ME A MESSAGE OR SOMETHING. SHE NEVER JUST CALLS ME. LIKE RIGHT NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT HER DEAL IS BUT SHE KEEPS SENDING ME MESSAGES ON MY PHONE. WOULDN'T IT BE ALOT EASIER TO JUST CALL. ANYWAY SO DEPENDING ON WHAT I FIND OUT IN COURT I AM REALLY CONSIDERING MOVING AWAY AND GETTING AWAY FROM PEOPLE AND THE SHIT THAT HAS WENT ON IN MY LIFE FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS.
ANYWAY I WAS DOING REALLY GOOD IN LIFE UNTIL I COULDN'T TAKE ANYMORE AND I BROKE. SO REALLY I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. I GOT ON HERE TODAY AND READ A FEW JOURNALS AND THINGS JUST AMAZE ME FOR SOME REASON I DON'T KNOW. SINCE I DON'T REALLY HAVE MUCH TO SAY JUST THOUGHT I WOULD PUT SOMETHING ON HERE I WILL CLOSE..LATER