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thoughts
i was thinking alot today and what happened was that i thought about sammy, friends, and other things. here is what i came up with ( Read more... ) -
just let me die already
today has gone from bad to worst at every turn. right now i'm almost reduced to tears of saddness, anger and hate. today started with me just not caring or i thought not caring. it worked for a while. i started to show my feelings and the ones that got through most was saddness. i tried to feel better and i have to admit emily did make me feel a ( Read more... ) -
i'm off to airport
merry christmas and happy new yeah i'll be back trhe 2nd -
why do people rush life?
what is the point of rushing through life if there is nothign to rush. all you are doing is condmening yourselves by rushing it. anyway maybe i shouldn't marry maybe i shouldn't have chlderen and yet i want children i want someone to stand by my side through thick and thin to help u you up when you are down but more to it i want someone i feel like ( Read more... ) -
bad luck
well all i can say is that i am having horrid luck no really i am. why well lets say everything and everyone seems to be against me. well at least fomr my point of view which is pretty limited to what i a)want to see b)what i see and suspect. today o got a journal a real one where i'm going to write my deep thoughts things that i don't want to ( Read more... ) -
sigh...thoughts are trouble
well don't ask how i came across this thought because i really don't know. no wait i do. i was watching this show, CSI and at one part this guy was giving his tesemony on why this girl's blood was in the car with his finger print. aparently the guy and the girl had lost thier virginity in the car and she bled a little. anyway when i woke up in the ( Read more... ) -
another weekend
well another weekend gone, another 2 days wasted. i really need to find a purpose in life this bordom thing isn't working out for me. geez what waste of life... taking some advice from a friend i'm going to try n see life happier... i just realized t.v. shows make absoultly no sense...o well next weekend i'm going to be thinking of ways to escape ( Read more... ) -
it's been a while
well last time i wrote here was a long time ago i feel like i'm a different person typing... well at least i can keep this lj to remind myself of who i've been at least thats my reason for having it now... i remember why i got it in the first place... cause my ex asked my to. i guess i over did it. i'm going to write my thoughts and some other ( Read more... ) -
back
after a long time of trying to decid if i shoud write in my lj i have i guess...i was afraid i didn't see a reason to write because i had a notebook where i would write but i guess now i'm going to start writing again y i'm still not sure but ne way yeah well for anyone that saw chanel 10 it is interestin cause it showed the top 10 ways we humans ( Read more... ) -
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i lie he in pain,waiting, crying, wishing to gain that which i have lost. i never want to turn back ( Read more... )