sigh...thoughts are trouble
well don't ask how i came across this thought because i really don't know. no wait i do. i was watching this show, CSI and at one part this guy was giving his tesemony on why this girl's blood was in the car with his finger print. aparently the guy and the girl had lost thier virginity in the car and she bled a little. anyway when i woke up in the morning and was on the bus i thought, why do teens have to sneek around and do it like that in fear and you tosome people it is that fear that makes them do it more. then i thought how society was wrong for making it seem like such a wrong thing for to people who really like eachother to do it. of course for the parents i think that it is thier responsibilty to teach thier children self respect and that they shouldn't do it with just everyone. then later on in the day i thought how suspecion sucks because it makes us think the worst. then again it is that that softens the blow cause we thought the worst. i thought of somethig else but i can't remember. sigh it sucks when your loooking for someone but you don't find them and the only one time you see them you are busy so you finish quickly and run after them but don't find them anymore so in then end you lost them. then there is the bored to death days which just keep coming with nothing new. lets see then in the end i though about religion, souls, and my most hated subject politics. you know i don't heaven or well, maybe i don't rule it out, yet it seems unlikly. to me after death we just die. i mean according to everyone heaven or hell is where your soul goes after you die, but your soul is the accumilation of your life experiences and the way you saw them, it's your personality, it's you so when you die that dies to doesn't it. o well whatever philosophy and psycology are my thing so if you want please argue with me.