So I live in Oakland now. Came out here for myself and partially for a boy. That boy is now out of the picture and I can understand that he really wasn't the reason I was meant to come out here ( Read more... )

so i got my heartbroken..... AGAIN ( Read more... )

have you ever felt invisible? it is definitely a feeling that i comfortable with. im comfortable being invisible because no one ever looks my way long enough to make me think of something witty to say to them if they asked for my opinion. im comfortable being invisible cause that means that i can go to target looking a hot ass mess and not care, ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

so i have compiled a list of my realistic new years resolutions ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my 27th bday. so not excited about it. this year is different. when i was a little girl, i always picked 27 as my year that i was going to have it all. perfect job, house, husband, everything ( Read more... )

love ( Read more... )

i really hate sunday nights. im pretty sure i've blogged about this before. today i got done with the work that i wanted to complete early and now im just stuck writing in my blog and scouring the internet for twilight related material ( Read more... )

recently i havent been sleeping well. but when i do get a chance at a good nights rest i have these crazy nightmares. now you would think that i would dream about vampires and stuff since i've been obsessed with them lately. but ive been dreaming of something much scarier.... my ex boyfriend ( Read more... )

so, a new school year has begun. you know what? i hate to say this but. i miss my old students. why you ask? because they knew my humor. they laughed at my jokes and the kids i have now....dont ( Read more... )