Phil, you might not want to read this ( Read more... )

I can't remember the last time I cried this much. I woke up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom and I had red spots under my eyes. I think that my face cream doesn't get along with salt water. Just a guess. I miss my sister, which is weird since I never see her as it is. I'm always sad when she leaves, though, but this is more ( Read more... )

Evidently God didn't get the memo. I wanted some nice weather this weekend to see my sis. Instead, Ernesto...which was a hurricane and I think is now a tropical depression...landed last night and has soaked the East Coast. We have rain here and we'll have rain there. Oh joy. Normally I could care less. Seriously. I love the rain. But, when ( Read more... )

It appears that I've been neglecting to update my LJ. Ooops! Here's what's new in the world of Beth:

• I've put 8.54 GB of "stuff" on my iPod. "Stuff" = music and pocasts.
• I bought a new leather jacket today. I love it.
• I got a manicure today. The combination of the manicure and sitting in a massage chair certainly helped me relax.
• I ( Read more... )

I hate crying. Crying reminds me that I'm vulnerable and open to pain. Crying reminds me that no matter how hard I try to not let my feelings get in the way of reality, sooner or later they will. Crying reminds me that life won't always go my way. Crying reminds me that there's sadness in the world, that I can't be happy all the time, and that ( Read more... )

Do you have songs that normally prompt you to cry? Well I do. And I don't like when said songs are sprung on me while I'm a passenger in a car. Especially since I don't feel like explaining why I need to change the song ( Read more... )

I never used to be that girl. The girl that was super-emotional. The girl that would cry at the drop of the hat. The girl who cried during movies, television shows, songs, etc. I was more likely to cry while reading a book than to cry while watching a movie. The characters in books were so real to me that I felt their pain. I didn't mind ( Read more... )