Oh glorious St. Alex mine! You who have the power to chase away all that preys on the chosen of the Lord, I ask that you chase away my enemies.

Chase Satan away from me, chase liars and sorcerers away from me. Also, chase away sin and lastly, chase away all who would come to cause me harm. Get me so far from the bad ones that they'll never be able ( Read more... )

 So tomorrow I have court again, and I'm extremely anxious about it. My lawyer assures me that I'm not facing jail, but in the end, it's completely up to the judge. I have talked to a few other attorney friends, and they have given me some key points to help my case. In retrospect, I just keep wondering how I could have been so stupid? I know I was ( Read more... )

 So last night I had THE WORST NIGHT IN THE HISTORY OF TERRIBLE NIGHTS. All of a sudden, I came down extremely sick. I mean, migraine from hell + barfing. Every time I threw up, it felt like my head was going to implode. I have never in my life experienced such pain and discomfort. I don't have any idea how I made it home from the store and into my ( Read more... )

 It was a dark and stormy night....yeah, that's the story of my life - A DARK AND STORMY NIGHT.

Today was a BLAH day. I spent an hour and a half waiting outside in the truck while he visited a loser friend who was recently busted with SEVERAL pounds of a certain herb and 100k in cash. He was "depressed," well uh YEAH! Anyway, he told him that he's ( Read more... )

This morning my darling and I were slightly buzzed when he made the comment about cheating. Anyways, what actually brought this on (aside from watching cheaters) is that I mentioned that our black magic made me feel like I was going crazy at times. Well! He misunderstood what I was saying and took it to mean that I was talking about feeling "sex ( Read more... )

 So this morning I'm relaxing in bed with my boyfriend and out of the blue (while watching Cheaters LMAO) he says, "don't ever cheat on me." I just looked at him. I find that to be rather amusing since my every waking moment is spent with him. Anyways, he's just a sweet little grown baby who gets on my last nerve. I still love him to death! 

 Five birthdays this month, two for a friend, two of my own children, and my boyfriend. Next month, Christmas. Then Emily's birthday in January, and Erica and Alyssa's in February. Then I will have a break bc Lorenzo's isn't until May. Yikes! Everything is all about money - of which I have none. Things always seem to work out in a way that makes ( Read more... )

"Feel like what?" you might ask. I just don't feel like anything. I don't feel like getting up in the morning. I don't feel like going to bed at night. I don't feel like eating, don't feel like brushing my teeth. I don't feel alive and I don't feel dead. And I don't feel like writing this. I don't want to talk to anyone, and I don't want anyone to ( Read more... )

 I'm tired and I give up. I'm tired and I don't want to try any more. I'm tired and it's over. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired. 

 I have such a strange feeling regarding my relationship. I did a reading for him, and it wasn't too pleasant. He stands to lose something important to him. There is definitely a struggle ahead...I just don't know how much longer I want to remain in this situation. I love him, to be sure - but there has been enough of a struggle if you ask me. ( Read more... )