Just another day in the Grand Scheme
It was a dark and stormy night....yeah, that's the story of my life - A DARK AND STORMY NIGHT.
Today was a BLAH day. I spent an hour and a half waiting outside in the truck while he visited a loser friend who was recently busted with SEVERAL pounds of a certain herb and 100k in cash. He was "depressed," well uh YEAH! Anyway, he told him that he's not going to be coming around anymore due to the 'heat." He hadn't even seen him for a least a year anyway. Then we came home, he made red beans & rice, and I spent the whole day languishing in bed while he played with the kids. He smoked some purple black magic and woke me up for some afternoon delight, which was...delightful (hehehe!) Now I'm awake and bored out of my mind, and I don't really feel up to doing anything anyway.
Tomorrow I have a job interview, and Oh How I Hope It Goes Well! I need a job desperately - it's been a long time. I feel confident that I will be hired, I just hope it pays enough or at least has a really good commission scale. I was called for an interview at JD Byrider too, so I'm going to set that up tomorrow. Me...a used car salesperson? You betcha! I got that swag - I can sell cars all day! Too bad my license is suspended. LMAO. HEHE - that's easy enough to rectify, I just have to take a safe driving class and voila! licence reinstated. Not too hard, just expensive and I am trying to save money for my other legal woes at the moment.
I tell you, it seems like the Darkness is doing it's best to bring me down; That dark storm cloud following me every step of the way. It's a good thing I love dancing in the rain. One thing is true - just like the Crow said, "It can't rain all the time." Pretty soon the sun is going to come out, dry up all those muddy patches and once again I can tread a clear and visible path. I'm doing my best to learn the lessons the Universe has given me during these trials. I've had to face some pretty vicious personal demons and take a long hard look at myself. I still like what I see, flaws and all. I've grown as a person, and I shall continue to grow infinitely.
Today was a BLAH day. I spent an hour and a half waiting outside in the truck while he visited a loser friend who was recently busted with SEVERAL pounds of a certain herb and 100k in cash. He was "depressed," well uh YEAH! Anyway, he told him that he's not going to be coming around anymore due to the 'heat." He hadn't even seen him for a least a year anyway. Then we came home, he made red beans & rice, and I spent the whole day languishing in bed while he played with the kids. He smoked some purple black magic and woke me up for some afternoon delight, which was...delightful (hehehe!) Now I'm awake and bored out of my mind, and I don't really feel up to doing anything anyway.
Tomorrow I have a job interview, and Oh How I Hope It Goes Well! I need a job desperately - it's been a long time. I feel confident that I will be hired, I just hope it pays enough or at least has a really good commission scale. I was called for an interview at JD Byrider too, so I'm going to set that up tomorrow. Me...a used car salesperson? You betcha! I got that swag - I can sell cars all day! Too bad my license is suspended. LMAO. HEHE - that's easy enough to rectify, I just have to take a safe driving class and voila! licence reinstated. Not too hard, just expensive and I am trying to save money for my other legal woes at the moment.
I tell you, it seems like the Darkness is doing it's best to bring me down; That dark storm cloud following me every step of the way. It's a good thing I love dancing in the rain. One thing is true - just like the Crow said, "It can't rain all the time." Pretty soon the sun is going to come out, dry up all those muddy patches and once again I can tread a clear and visible path. I'm doing my best to learn the lessons the Universe has given me during these trials. I've had to face some pretty vicious personal demons and take a long hard look at myself. I still like what I see, flaws and all. I've grown as a person, and I shall continue to grow infinitely.