Dec 01, 2010 16:32
This morning my darling and I were slightly buzzed when he made the comment about cheating. Anyways, what actually brought this on (aside from watching cheaters) is that I mentioned that our black magic made me feel like I was going crazy at times. Well! He misunderstood what I was saying and took it to mean that I was talking about feeling "sex crazed!" I am not sex crazed, if anyone is it is HIM! I cannot tell a lie, we are completely attracted to each other and sometimes it's extremely intense, but I CAN control myself. Lately we've been catching ourselves in this trance-like state where we have just tuned out the whole world and we just start laughing. It's really fun. And funny. Sometimes it's almost like we hypnotize each other or something. All I can say about it is that our love is truly magical. We've transcended on so many levels and overcome some major obstacles along the way. We're so different in so many ways, but alike in so many others that we shall never grow bored of one another. We see things so differently, and can always offer each other a new and fresh perspective on aspects of our lives we never knew could be improved. It's been a very rocky road, but I never deterred from my path - what's waiting ahead along the roadside is a most welcome reward of joy and happiness!