Sep 29, 2010 21:55
I have such a strange feeling regarding my relationship. I did a reading for him, and it wasn't too pleasant. He stands to lose something important to him. There is definitely a struggle ahead...I just don't know how much longer I want to remain in this situation. I love him, to be sure - but there has been enough of a struggle if you ask me. Honestly, I know that I will always stand by his side, but I can't promise that it will always be happily. I know something is going on...I can feel it. FUCK - I just don't want the shit to hit the fan. We shall see what the future holds. I hope that it's all good. But like I said I have a sense of foreboding, and that means something.