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I feel like shit. It may be because I just woke up. My back hurts like a mother fucker. Yesterday was a good day untill night fall. Then I got alittle depressed. But then I fell asleep on the couch. Then my cell phone rang and then I went to bed. I didnt sleep well. Which sucks cause the past few nights I slept great. I am going to have to make ( Read more... )

Well everyone. This is supposed to be some big surprise. But FUCK it. I am comming home Novemeber 12th. My flight lands 5:30ish. I will be home. I will stay home. I miss it so much. I would give anything for it to be November 12th. I spoke to her for the first time in a week today. I asked her how her great grandfather was doing. She said he is ( Read more... )

Well I am in a extremely good mood. I just talked to Stephani. It was so very nice to hear her voice again. She seems to be doing well. Even thou her apartment is all fucked up. Other than that I dont really have anything to say. I am just happy.

The verdict is in. Television is depressing. The last week has been a weird emotional roller coaster ride for me. I am trying to deal with it the best I can. So far I am doing pretty well if you count how I have handled things in my past. I am keeping my temper at bay as best as I can and it is working well. But I dont see things getting better the ( Read more... )

Well things are going horrible. I dont know what else to saying. Everything is just kinda failing and I am not sure what to do. But I will deal with it the best I can.

Well... What to say? There is alot to say but I dont really want to say it. Mom will be in Yreka tomorrow so I will get to see her. Tina gave me the day off. Which was cool. Its going on 5 month since I have been back home in Texas. I miss it. I want it all back. I am sad. Oh so very sad. Its terrible. But I am trying my hardest to stay strong. But ( Read more... )

I am so mother fucking angery right now. I am having a real hard time controling it. Its driving me insane. I just want to lash out but I know it will make things worse. I just dont know what to do. I want to yell at her and treat her like trash but I know that isnt how I should handle the situation. I just dont know how to calm down and relax. I ( Read more... )

I am in a bad mood. I am gonna drink here in a minute. I really wish I had some pot or coke. I dont really have a justified reason to be mad. But I am and thats good enough reason for me.

I guess I should update. It has been awhile. Well for everyone who dosent know I am now a Corpmember in the California Conservation Corps!! YAY FOR JON!! I am on Crew 70 the emergency crew. We go out on any emergency that could possibly happen in the state of California. Floods, Forest Fires, Floods, Earthquakes, ect... We may be going down to New ( Read more... )