Even Your Smile Hurts, Oh It Hurts Like Hell...
Well... What to say? There is alot to say but I dont really want to say it. Mom will be in Yreka tomorrow so I will get to see her. Tina gave me the day off. Which was cool. Its going on 5 month since I have been back home in Texas. I miss it. I want it all back. I am sad. Oh so very sad. Its terrible. But I am trying my hardest to stay strong. But I could just give up like I have always done. But what would that prove?? Nothing at all. I just dont know how things are going to turn out. But they will turn out how they will turn out wont they? I have a history of dating emotionally wounded girls. Its my pattern. Everyone has patters. This one is mine. There are 2 girls I dated which I dont believe were severly emotionaly wounded. Stephani and Melissa. Messed up those 2 didnt I?? But we do what we do. Actions and Consequences. I guess I should clean the kitchen.
Far To Fast I'm Losing Ground
Far To Fast I'm Losing Ground