It's been a bit since I've taken the time to sit and post to livejournal ( Read more... )

I just sat there at my mother's counter yesterday, unsure of how I should react ( Read more... )

Gloomy weather tonight. I thin  I'm gonna make a tea and hop on pop !!!

The memorial service was beautiful. My girlfriend wrote a poem for my pastor to read aloud about the bond between a mother and a daughter. It was wonderful.
My mom planned her own service, right down to which songs would be sung. 
There was no room left in our church, which seats about 250 people. 
The service started a bit late because people were ( Read more... )

Slowly over the last week I received the pieces of cremation jewelry I ordered when my mother passed. The day after I received the last of what was ordered, her ashes were delivered to her home. After church service was over I went to her house with two prescription bottles and filled them, well knowing that I was taking more ashes than what I ( Read more... )

My mom passed away on Friday September 29th, just after lunchtime. She had just turned 56.
She had battled a severe case of cancer for just over the last 3 1/2 years.
When she was diagnosed and operated on , they gave her a survival time of 6 mos
to 1 year. Because she was so strong willed and determined, she stretched her life span out
for just as ( Read more... )

My house smells like the new yankee candle WICKED..... yep.... lovin it

The warmth I felt radiating off of his body was rather inviting. The sheets were cold, and the closer I crept the warmer I became. The scent that I've come to know over the last 11 years gave me that same comfortable feeling it always does.

I love wrapping myself around him. Brushing up against his skin still gives me tingles and little shivers. ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a terrible day. I was full of self pity and woe. 
I began seeing a psycologist about a year ago when Glenn and I had problems in our relationship. My reasons for going were purely selfish, because you see, that is what I am. Unfortunately I tend to take advantage of people, not purposely, but in the end that doesn't really matter. I ( Read more... )

This is the zillionth time I've sat at my computer to update my journal.

I'd started a few times and logged out before finishing my thoughts. Not sure why, but haven't finished.

Summer has come and is just about gone now. Acorns have been bouncing off of the back deck and the tell tale signs of changing leaves has begun. My summer is a blur. It ( Read more... )